deep deep breath, girl.

I'm a fighter, I do fight for what I believe and things/people that I love. but, there comes a point where we all gotta stop and think, think really hard. last night, I was lying on my bed, thinking "why am I giving up? why am I stop trying? but why do I still care?" it turns out that my subconscious mind has decided the path for me, "it's no longer worth the fight, it's time to let go, it's time to grow much maturely".

I can't ask someone to stay in my life when all they really want is to leave. I can't keep trying to explain to them about my situation when they don't wanna listen.

all I gotta do now is know my name and who I'm, go outside, take a deep breath, exhale and let go. losing a bestfriend is never easy, it's like part of you has been ripped away but I believe we will all be doing okay.