Friday, January 25, 2013

Dalam Larian



Aku berasa sepi tatkala berdiri di tengah keriuhan,

lalu berlari ketepian mencari kedamaian,

Mungkin adakalanya baik jika aku bersendirian,

-bagi memahami diri

-bagi mencari perspektif hakiki.



Disangka kulitku kental,

Hatiku kukuh seteguh besi,

Namun pada siapa harus ku berbohong?

Diri terasa kosong, bolong dan lohong,



Lantas aku berlari ke tengah keriuhan,

Aku cuba memahami persepsi dunia luaran,

Aku mendengar apa yang diperikan dan segala yang dikisahkan,



Mungkin ada kekeliruan & kekhilafan aku benci

namun itu harus ku hadapi,

Lantas dalam kalangan perspektif itu aku temui

pecahan diriku ini.




last cigarette smoke.


Sunday, January 20, 2013

Holiday


since holiday-after spm life, I've found my passion again. photography, sketching and writing poems. I found myself all over again. I forgot that I used to be very fond of Malay literature & now I start writing again.

haha.

thou my holiday is pretty flat & boring, I feel content. you see, I'm not allowed to work. I spend my days being the nice daughter to my parents - clean the house, talk with em' & do whatever they ask me to do, can't really do much of those when I'm off to college.

this waiting-for-spm-result thing is killing me.

Berbeda



Terkadang engkau terasa begitu berbeda,
Terasa jauh terasing dari kebiasaan dunia,
Persoalan disuarakan dibenakmu,
Apakah aku yang salah? Bagaimanakah harus ku ubah?

Mungkin engkau gentar diri dilupa dunia,
Mungkin takut sisa langkahmu terhapus derusan angin,
Hilang segala bagai engkau tiada pada mula,
Sedarlah dunia tiada mungkin berhenti untukmu diriku dan sesiapa.

Fikiran dan hati manusia memang begitu,
Kita bina perasaan dijadikan sebahagian dari minda,
Matilah diri apabila dimamah hati,
Musnah dan hancur semuanya.

Cukuplah menutup matamu dari yang nyata,
Kita dicipta Maha Pencinta lain caranya,
Percayalah semuanya pasti ada dua wajah.
 

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Ring details shot #1


yo no reality no

Hello, it has been awhile, isn't it? 
I've been busy living. surprisingly yes, I have a life. study area ; that's my life.

sometimes, I wonder how is it feels like to be naturally bright & no need to work hard to gain success. I may get good grades, I may always be at the top 4, but I tell ya', I'm not a smart-arse.

The wedding photography pictures were taken last Jun. that's my cousin, Mariah Awang and Azrin Abui. ahhh.. A wonderful couple.

anyway, I shall introduce to you my sempolahs. my buddies. my favourite people.

surprise birthday cake for shauna<3
p/s : the sempolahs : Stephanie, Sherine, Amanda, Rebecca, Debbie, Fiqah, Shauna.

Wedding photography project #1 - Persandingan

Nervous?

Arrival of the groom

the maid of honor stole the seat?